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Whats In a Blog?

Travelling must be fun
riding the waves of/cars
to unspoken lands
/how do u travel really?
you/
wake up to the mysterious noises of another person's land or
do u connect with the one's you love the most
the one's who populate that space
and they draw you there
with their party?

A wonderful life

Hi Its me,
blogging again,
hope you enjoy my
little blog.
 What does it feel like
to be with other people?

I don't know.
What does it feel like
to have to do things

that you need to do?
I don't know.
I don't miss my friends
only the dividends of social awkwardness
found
in sad nights
& when the dollar was reduced
to just a petty tool
I miss only
the days & the time in between day and night
when we could make something .

alot of days

So frustrated with my life right now. I should be in school or doing something, but I'm not. Terrible days, everyday is just absolutely terrible. My only solace is writing these blog posts. I don't even know what to say half the time. I wish I were in school. Its like, how can I move forward in my life if I don't have connections? I have so much..stuff..and yet..nothing at all. I miss my old self, & I see how being addicted to technology and using technology & work as a crutch has really impacted my family & other people in recent years. Still thinking of getting some Prozac for the depression, but part of me worries that there's more going on than that. How do I get rid of all this stuff? & why do I even have all this stuff?

i no freinds

i no friends

Nooo

It it! It it...its me. Its been a little while, crafting this tactfully. Just up tinging my internet presence, in the hopes of recollecting. not employed, incase you were following my other blog posts. But starting to care less, about it. Not drinking a lot..not eating a whole lot. not been in therapy for a hot minute, but going back now. Seeing nothing. for my future. Sry. Its dark & harsh time. Sometimes I feel that way. Sometimes I feel magical & nothing is wonderful, at the same time. I guess. confused. confuddled. nooooooooooo. Glory be. But, going to therapy..sortof.. & hoping to get some hot meds for my cool looks. :) thanks for listening. I can do it!.